Well here’s the thing. I want my life to be school, volleyball, girlfriend and beach. Thats all I want. I don’t like video plays and am getting sick of drugs. I know I can do it but honestly I’m ready to leave my life behind. I hate everyone in my life. But some people I allow to call me friends and best friends. But my family does count cause I love them. But thats not the point. I want my life to be great. And if all fails I can always go into the navy. Hopefully I get a good enough where I can get into a 4 year college. But I would want to be closer to the ocean. I feel like that’s where I belong. Not the city or the country. But the great open water. Haha on me day I’ll get to see my dream come true.
My life and where I want it to go

After fucking up a chance with one of the most gorgeous girl in my life, I honestly don’t know what to say. She has forgiven me for my mistake. But what if…. Now I stare at my celling thinking about what could of been. What if I never posted that status. Would I have been in a happy relationship? Honestly talking to her only brings back the heart break. But who knows maybe its not too late. It’s been so long. What to do…. I can’t over think this or I’ll never slove anything. Fuck! Why why why why.

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